sHa sHi sHu

2012

2012-01-02T10:22:00.001+08:00

I wish you knew that even if I had 50 reasons to leave you, I'd still look for that one reason to fight for you..

the lonely 2011

2012-01-01T13:26:00.003+08:00

2am, where do I begin
Crying off my face again
The silent sound of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed

I’m the ghost of a girl
That I want to be most
I’m the shell of a girl
That I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Then you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again

Too afraid, to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night
For the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me till I fall asleep

I’m the ghost of a girl that I want to be most

I’m the shell of a girl that I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Then you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again

Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there’s only me
And the lonely…

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Then you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again

I am a vain.. I'm paralyzed

2011-12-28T04:37:00.002+08:00

I woke up feeling heavy hearted
I'm trying to going back to where I started

Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't

If This Was A Movie

2011-12-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there

I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinkin' 'bout everythin' we've been through
Maybe I've been goin' back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
'Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms and our friends were laughing
'Cause nothing like this ever happened to them

Now, I'm pacing down the hall, chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me
"Nothing's gonna change, not for me and you "
Not before I knew how much I had to lose

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
'Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

If you're out there, if you're somewhere, if you're moving on
I've be waiting for you ever since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And I just wanna see you back at my front door

And I say come back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you said it's not that easy
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I'd take it all back now

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
'Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby, what about the ending?
Oh, I thought you'd be here by now

That you'd be here by now

from the soul

2011-12-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

sekeras mana pun hati ini...

tetap tidak boleh menerima tengkingan dari seorang lelaki

terima kasih..buat pertama kali.

tiada luka yang abadi

2011-12-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

1095 hari 12 december 2011..
andai bisaku mengulang waktu yang hilang dan terbuang..
andai bisa diperbaiki segala yang terjadi
andai detik bisa berhenti
andai waktu bisa kembali
andai malam tidakkan berakhir, siang tidakkan berganti
andai semua takkan hilang dan pergi
andai hari itu tak harus ku jalani..
andai waktu terhenti tanpa disedari
andai ku bersabar dan terus menanti
pasti segalanya takkan menjadi luka yang abadi...

3

2011-12-12T00:46:00.000+08:00

I haven't stop regretting since then

Lifehouse - Blind

2011-12-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

Plain White T's - 1234

2011-12-12T00:39:00.000+08:00

hypertension

2011-12-07T21:55:00.003+08:00

FAMILY ...

I need your moral support

to go through this student life..

or I quit. I'm tired enough.

beautifully disaster

2011-12-07T00:16:00.003+08:00

a good combination of Nescafe and sleepless night =migraine.

this is how your brain looks during the migraine (sila klik untuk info)

such a mess right?

if this condition persist in a long term, it may cause a DEPRESSION.

book cover

2011-12-04T17:01:00.003+08:00

amateur design.

this is my assignment for BOOK LAYOUT subject..

here, the result from my touch..

i know BURUK..but this is just a beginning....

credit to : all pictures that I took from webs..

kesukaan..

2011-12-03T15:34:00.004+08:00

Back To December

2011-11-30T11:59:00.001+08:00

december had its own stories......

the sweetest memories..

but now it turns to the saddest memories ever...

"It's sad when someone you used to see everyday isn't even apart of your life anymore"

"Relationships end because people stop doing the things they were doing at the beginning"

"Sometimes PRIDE is what really ruins your life, just too stubborn to admit there mistakes and fix the pieces"

"If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow"

"Sometimes we can't wait for people to understand. Sometimes we're the ones who need to understand"

"I'm not upset because our relationship is dying, i'm upset because we're not doing anything to save it"

"Deep in my heart i'm suffering, knowing that I've lost you, on the outside i'm living, pretending that i've forgotten you"

"The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected"

"I'm beautifully broken, perfectly imperfect, beautiful in my flaws. but all together i'm a beautiful disaster"

"The worst feeling in the world is when you know that you both love each other but still you just can't be together"

"When people are meant to be together, no matter what the relationship, God will always find a ways to bring them together no matter what"

"When someone walks away from you, it doesn't mean they're a bad person, it just means that their part in your story is over"

"Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have"

"NOT EVERYTHING YOU HAVE, STAYS FOREVER..YET THERE ARE THINGS YOU WOULD BE GLAD TO FIGHT FOR JUST TO HAVE THEM A LITTLE LONGER......SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO FACE THE THINGS THAT HURT US MOST..MAYBE YOU WON'T HEAL TILL YOU DO"

semua yang terjadi ada hikmah dan nikmat dari ALLAH...

Behind all those clouds is always a blue sky

dosa itu

2011-11-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

kerana satu dosa.aku masih setia.

salam perpisahan

2011-11-26T04:42:00.003+08:00

salam perpisahan 1432 H

selamat bertemu 1433 H

semoga tahun ini lebih memberi rahmat kepadaku

kuatkanlah imanku..dah pulihkan akhlakku,,

SUATU HARI NANTI

2011-11-25T22:05:00.003+08:00

kisah dulu

2011-11-25T18:01:00.002+08:00

dulu penah satu hari aku xde mood..

die xtau nk buat ape..

die xtanye ape2...

then he rushed just to buy a tiket wayang..

kdg2 benda tu pon jd suprise utk aku..

best...

tapi semua dulu....skang xdpt ape2 lg..

hidup x selalu gembira kan...

sweet things never gonna be sweet forever...

kemaafan dendam yang terindah

2011-11-23T20:23:00.008+08:00

I was so upset that I didn't express to you how i felt..

I really had a sleepless night since then..

I had a difficult time dealing with loneliness..

I experienced the worst feeling..

Then I realized.. I have to move on..

Forgive and forget..

Unfortunately..I had no sense...

The memories was so awful..

The scars remained in my heart..

I have been unfair to my self in so many ways..

But now.....I have to let it go...

LET IT GO...

SHA said : sorry is just a word..when we keep saying it, it's mean nothing..what we have to do is..avoid things that can hurt u and others.

motivasi

2011-11-13T21:37:00.002+08:00

i am..

I AM A GREAT BELIEVER OF LUCK..

yes..i am..

takkan pernah tersurat

2011-11-13T19:55:00.000+08:00

masa akan mengajar kita segala-galanya..

hati yg terluka, masa jgk akan menjadi penawarnya..

dlm dunia ni..xkan ade seorang pon yg akan faham kite dgn perfect..

betul..serapat mana pun die dgn kite..

somehow die xkn dpt faham ape yg kite rase..

kdg2 kite sendiri xtahu nk describe ape yg kite rase..

then...the things akan kekal dlm hati kite..

akan terus tersirat dan takkan pernah tersurat...

Astaghfirullah Rabbal Baraya (Munif Hijjaz) berserta Makna

2011-11-08T00:41:00.000+08:00

SUBAHANALLAH..

WOULD YOU JUST LISTEN

2011-11-02T11:56:00.012+08:00

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.
Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,
And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.

pls dont break my heart .... its hurt..

tq...re-blog from Marina Rheana

after my world nearly die

2011-10-29T01:09:00.003+08:00

I had been feeling ill for a long time. I started to smell it. At first I thought it was a touch from depression. Later on, I started feels bad about my healthy. I don't remember when the first time I feel that, but I am sure it was happened since Diploma. Day by day, I can feel it often. At one time, when it's come, I could barely getting up from my bed when I woke up from sleep. Still I wont go to the doctor.When the back hurt attacked you, the whole of your body systems will be automatically shut down and you wont be able to do a things. Just imagine how hard I try to get up and fighting with the pain. Mostly, when my back bones hurting me I was depressed and cried in the bathroom alone. I lost feeling my back bones so frequent, I mean the spinal. One day, I am driving, heading to Shah Alam from Seremban, my spinal was too disfunction and I was too weak to control the steering. My car almost crashed. Thank God, i'm safe. Allah give a chance to me to feel the world. I had been living with a serious medical condition for a few years. Then I decided to see the doctor. My doctor was monitoring it, and he said I have to take care my back bones like a fresh baby from mothers womb. Yes friends. I am seriously ill. I learn to survive and I know it is fucking hard to face it. But I have to. So, there I was, stuck in a bad condition but nobody knows how hurt it is going to kill me. I almost died.

i'll be waiting

2011-10-28T10:20:00.003+08:00

Hold me closer one more time,
Say that you love me in your last goodbye,
Please forgive me for my sins,
Yes, I swam dirty waters,
But you pushed me in,
I've seen your face under every sky,
Over every border and on every line,
You know my heart more than I do,
We were the greatest, me and you,

But we had time against us,
And miles between us,
The heavens cried,
I know I left you speechless,
But now the sky has cleared and it's blue,
And I see my future in you,

I'll be waiting for you when you're ready to love me again,
I put my hands up,
I'll do everything different,
I'll be better to you,
I'll be waiting for you when you're ready to love me again,
I put my hands up,
I'll be somebody different,
I'll be better to you,

Let me stay here for just one more night,
Build your world around me,
And pull me to the light,
So I can tell you that I was wrong,
I was a child then, but now I'm willing to learn,

But we had time against us,
And miles between us,
The heavens cried,
I know I left you speechless,
But now the sky has cleared and it's blue,
And I see my future in you,

I'll be waiting for you when you're ready to love me again,
I put my hands up,
I'll do everything different,
I'll be better to you,
I'll be waiting for you when you're ready to love me again,
I put my hands up,
I'll be somebody different,
I'll be better to you,

Time against us,
Miles between us,
Heavens cried,
I know I left you speechless,
Time against us,
Miles between us,
Heavens cried,
I know I left you speechless,
I know I left you speechless,
I'll be waiting,

I'll be waiting for you when you're ready to love me again,
I put my hands up,
I'll do everything different,
I'll be better to you,
I'll be waiting for you when you're ready to love me again,
I put my hands up,
I'll be somebody different,
I'll be better to you.

Zikir-Penenang Hati_(360p).mp4

2011-10-25T19:24:00.001+08:00

saat ini jiwa terlalu gelora...

life

2011-10-14T18:49:00.001+08:00

hehe..hye2...

lame x hapdet blog...

here i am...

everything is done well...

life must go on....haha

bye~

Adel - Someone Like You

2011-10-06T22:37:00.003+08:00

never mind i'll find someone like you

i wish nothing but the best for you

dont forget me i beg

i'll remember you said

sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurt instead

...........

nothing compares

no worries or cares

regrets and mistakes

they are memories made

who would have known how bittersweet this would taste...

...........

kehilangan

2011-09-09T13:58:00.001+08:00

Saya sedih..but nobody knows. Saya derita, but no ones knows. Saya pernah merasai kematian, tapi hati. Semua tak pernah tahu apa yang pernah saya lalui dalam hidup ni. Perkara paling sukar diterima akal fikiran. Saya pernah kehilangan sesuatu, hanya seorang yang tahu. Sesuatu yang tak ternilai harganya. Bila sesuatu itu hilang, hati saya jadi mati. Mati untuk selamanya. Mati sampai bila-bila. Seumur hidup saya meratapinya. Ya, semua orang nampak saya gembira. Kuat dan tabah menerima, namun jauh disudut hati yang mati, saya sering meronta. Tangisi pemergiannya. Meratapi kehilangannya. Bila hidup, arah tujuan sudah tiada tapi saya cuba untuk membina semula. Sesuatu yang amat beharga memang tidak boleh dicari. Ikut rezeki dari Nya yang memberi. Jika ada suatu hari nanti, saya bersyukur. Tapi, jika Dia menarik nikmat ini, hati aku akan terus mati. Memang saya perlukan seorang teman disisi, tapi saya tida layak ditemani. Kerana hati sudah mati, apa jua yang datang selepas ini, saya susuri dengan apa yang masih berbaki..

percikan bisik hati

2011-09-06T18:54:00.001+08:00

Kerana desakan hidup, org sanggup membohong. .kerana desakan hidup org sanggup mencuri. .kerana desakan hidup, org sanggup membunuh. .kerana desakan hidup, org sanggup lakukan apa sahaja. .

Kerana desakan hidup, aku juga begitu. .

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balik kampongggg hati giranggg

2011-09-03T00:55:00.003+08:00

heyyo! seronoknya balik kampong..(padahal BOSANNN)

raya tahun ni dapat balik kampong halaman ayah tersayang di PERAK..(xbest langsung)

jumpa atuk opah..( ade habesssss atok opah aku..batang idong pon x penah tgok sejak lahir)

jumpa sedara-mara memang mengasyikkan..(masalahnye sume sedare mara kat sane aku x kenal)

pakcik makcik sane suke bagi duit raye (pernah habesss diorg bagi...ramai dah berada di alam barzakh)

sepupu sepapat semua sporting..(abg2 sedare pon dah tua macam pak sedare..sporting apekebenda)

kesimpulannya..sebab tu ayah jarang balik Perak, sebab xbest...dan aku terpaksa membuat group DESCENDANT OF CHIK BIN YEOP ABDUL RAHMAN di FACEBOOK untukk berkenalan dengan sedara mara belah ayah...

info: aku dah berpangkat nenek rupanya :(

peluang kedua.

2011-09-01T23:40:00.004+08:00

"Astaghfirullah robbal baroya, Astaghfirullah minal khotoya"

"Aku memohon ampun Ya Allah, Maha Penerima Taubat, Aku memohon ampun Ya Allah daripada segala dosa"

bila sampai ajalnya tiba,

tidak tertangguh lagi detik masanya,

saat itu berpisah terus jasad dan nyawa,

segala amalan dihitung, ditimbang pahala dan dosa,

ketika itu pintu taubat sudah lagi tidak terbuka.

...Mungkin Allah sedang memberi peluang kedua untuk aku sebelum nyawa dan jasad berpisah dua...

.............................................................................................................................................................................

=')

2011-09-01T02:04:00.001+08:00

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again

Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss

And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

salam aidilfitri 2011

2011-08-29T13:07:00.004+08:00

salam aidilfitri untuk semua umat islam tak kira jauh dimata..

jika tiada hari esok untuk saya..maafkanlah segala yang kurang...

halalkanlah mana yang telah saya terambil...

ampuni segala dosa dan silap saya selama bersama dengan anda...

saya sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan anda semua...

yang mana menjadi musuh, mungkin akan kekal musuh namun saya sudah memaafkan anda...

mana yang mungkin kawan, andai terkasar bahasa terlantang bicara, ku susun sepuluh jari tanda kemaafan dipinta...

SALAM AIDILFITRI UNTUK SEMUA....

-: aidilfitri kali ini memang sangat terasa sayu dihati..Tuhan sangat menguji diri ini..

my hair new look

2011-08-25T20:07:00.002+08:00

Halooo(gaya mcm samad itgs berckap)
Huhu. .rindu sangat. .ok. .skang bkn nk cite pasal samad ok. .skang nak cite pasal my hair new look. .
Tadaaaa. . .perm porm porm. .

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encik fahrin

2011-08-25T16:46:00.003+08:00

I love you encik fahrin. .thank God for your existance . .you always be with me when i was falling into a deep shit. .laying my head on you was super awesome. .you accompany me when i feel sad, bad and dead. .i miss your scent. .thank you fahrin for ur loyalty and being honest towards me. .thank you for spending all night with me. .

Yours,
Sha

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ramadhan 22 tahun

2011-08-21T11:54:00.001+08:00

Sumpah. .aku saket perot skarang ni. .haihh tp ape boleh buat. .nak makan ubt puasa pulak. . .

Ramadhan 22tahun. .kenapa tajuk ni?sebab ni adalah kali ke 22tahun aku menyambut ramadhan sbg seorang hamba Allah. .tp ramadhan kali ni aku memg bnyk mengumpul dosa. .bukan pahala. .hmm,ruginya aku sbg manusia. .org laen brlumba2 kumpul pahala tp aku??

Tahun ini juga ramadhan ke 4 tanpa arwah angah. . .tp dah 2tahun lbh mungkn aku x jejak kaki ke pusara. .hmm. .tahun ni mampu ke aku menjejak kaki ke pusara?aku takut. .tanah suci tu terima ke kdtangan aku yg kotor ni?? .hmm

Ampuni aku...

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ABC = B

2011-08-10T21:33:00.003+08:00

dari tiga huruf ini saya akan jadi B..

sebab B berada di tengah2..

xkisahla huruf2 tu akan di susun menaik, menurun, ke kanan atau kekiri,

B tetap berada di tengah2...

ini bermaksud B mempunyai struktur yang sangat kukuh kerana walau mcm mana pun, tetap ada yang menyokongnya...

sebab itu saya mahu jadi B.. B sgt special untuk saya...

sebab B ada A dan C..

tapi A hanya ada B disebelahnya...

dan C hanya ada B disebelahnya...

p/s : B .... B .... B

ramadhan terakhir

2011-08-10T20:50:00.006+08:00

malam itu mungkin menjadi malam terakhir saya melihat awak..

terima kasih..saya doakan yang terbaik untuk awak..

ramadhan itu menjadi ramadhan terakhir kita bersama...

kejar lah apa yang ingin awak cari selama ini,

kerana saya sendiri tidak tahu apa yang tidak lagi cukup untuk awak dlm hidup ini..

insyaALLAH, DIA sentiasa ada untuk awak walaupun saya tiada...

selamat berpuasa AHMAD FATHI BIN ALI..

saya tahu awak takkan baca...

"Kian jauh

Kian hilang

Kasih antara kita

Nampak tenang

Pada zahirnya

Tapi batin terseksa"

"Yang terguris tak nampak dimata

Yang terhiris terluka

Sesekali terbit air mata

Tahan sebak didada"

"Pada aku masih ada

Kasih belum terhakis

Sebenarnya..sudah lama

Ku sungguh berkecil hati"

p/s : saya kini bahagia.

saat aku mencintaimu

2011-07-28T02:09:00.003+08:00

mengapa kau pergi, mengapa kau pergi
di saat aku mulai mencintaimu
berharap engkau jadi kekasih hatiku
malah kau pergi jauh dari hidupku

menyendiri lagi, menyendiri lagi
di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi
tak pernah ada yang menghiasi hariku
di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku

aku inginkan dirimu datang dan temui aku
kan ku katakan padamu aku sangat mencintai dirimu
aku inginkan dirimu datang dan temui aku
kan ku katakan padamu aku sangat mencinta

menyendiri lagi, menyendiri lagi
di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi
tak pernah ada yang menghiasi hariku
di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku

semoga engkau kan mengerti tentang perasaan ini
maaf ku telah terbuai akan indahnya cinta
maaf sungguh ku tak bisa untuk kembali padamu
maaf ku telah terbuai akan indahnya cinta

p/s: maaf........

jalan takdirku

2011-07-27T20:56:00.002+08:00

Lepas satu...satu dugaan yang datang. Tuhan saja yang tahu betapa peritnya dugaan yang terpaksa aku hadapi. Dimana silapnya aku sendiri tak tahu. Aku sanggup lakukan apa sahaja untuk orang yang aku sayang. Silapnya aku memang begitu. Maaf, mak, ayah...dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki.13 Julai akan menjadi tarikh mati seumur hidup aku. Kesilapan diri yang aku sendiri takkan maafkan sampai aku mati. Hidup keluarga aku makin lama makin susah, dan mungkin sampai satu masa jugak aku terpaksa berhenti belajar ataupun terpaksa tangguh sem aku. Ayah makin hari makin tua, kesihatan tak menentu pula. Ada akak, berhenti kerja. Alang, dah beberapa minggu saket. Tak bersuara. Diam tanpa kata-kata terasa seolah-olah dia juga akan pergi selamanya. Angah, sumpah terasa rindukan angah. Walaupun dah bertahun angah tinggalkan dunia tapi segala-galanya musnah tanpa angah. Angah, tolong ngah. Adik dah tak larat nak hadapi semuanya..

diri seperti disimbah najis ..kotor

2011-06-29T01:48:00.002+08:00

YA ALLAH..

andai terlalu banyak dosa ini yang telah aku lakukan dan tidak tertanggung oleh jasadku..

kau berikanlah aku satu peluang untuk aku menebus kembali maruahku..

turning 22nd on 22nd

2011-06-22T00:09:00.004+08:00

I never expect anything in this 22hb. Maybe I have to recall all the past 22 years memories. Perhaps I can collect back my 22 years experience, how I learn to live, to survive, to fight, to love, to be good, to have faith, to be grateful, to stand on my own feet, to be somebody, to go through this period of life. I know, there is so many people outside are behind me. They such a precious gift from ALLAH. I won’t lost them. Thank you. For families, thank you for being my spine. For all friends, thank you for being such a good friends to me and being my ribs. And to my enemy, competitor or adversary, without you, maybe I don’t even realize my weakness and debility. For people, I would like to say thank you for thousand times. But, the most I want to thanks is GOD. My only GOD, ALLAH. Thank you for giving me a chance to taste, to feel, to experience, to endure and to touch this beautiful world. Thanks for choosing me in thousands sperm that compete each other to landing on my mum ovum.

22^nd, the age when someone preparing to face all the reality. No more childhood dreams. No more fantasies. Just stepping to adult life whereby we have to think of our future wisely. Turning 22^nd maybe just a number of age, but it doesn’t mean that we can’t really feel our life before getting married. Yes people said that we have to be matured in life. I have experienced it myself. I think I am matured enough to think what should I do as a daughter. As a youngest in family, I have seen so much and learn from it. Life teach me so many things. So much tears are falling from both eyes, same goes the eyes of heart. GOD have prepared everything to us. We just have to follow with the flow. Probably, a better things will be in the future. GOD have taking back so many things from me. I realized, all the things happen because I am the one who are always forget who I am. Forget to pray. Forget to Him. I am fucking neglectful. I nearly forget I am just only a small servant, a small slave. When something bad happen, totally feeling down, feeling bad, feeling useless. So called a human.

For the 22^nd I’m breathing, I want to have the sweetness of life, which I am going to do what I want to do. I have plan so many things in my life, I really hope it will comes true. And I really hope someone will accompanied me for doing all the things. I want to do the things together with someone special on that day. Guess who? I don’t even know the person. Maybe there is somebody are waiting for me or maybe the person is nearer me or maybe the person is my best friend or boy friend or maybe the so called somebody is my dad or my mum? No one knows. Perfect. People, I do have dreams like you. I do sacrificed to all my love. I mean to people I love most. I do so many things to make them happy. And yes, I will do everything to them sake. Especially to my mum and dad, I will never let the pearl tears falling into my mum cheeks. Believe, I will do everything to have people I love. I am insane! To have them be with me as long as I can be with them.

I am me. Maybe I am the one who are really care about everything in my world. I do love everything around me. But I can’t do anything when they slowly leave me one by one. I felt lonely. I just like a little girl that wanna cry all the time. PASRAH. The word that I have to carry in my shoulder. As the time goes by, I am getting worse.

with faith...i am leaving..

Hey love - Jason Mraz (lyrics)

2011-06-15T17:20:00.000+08:00

=))

kerjaya sebagai penoreh getah.

2011-06-15T16:54:00.003+08:00

haha..sebenarnye aku xde kene mengena dengan tajuk diatas.

btw, sekarang aku sudah bekerja di sebuah kedai menjual barang2 komputer.

yes!!..aku sudah menjual banyak laptop..ramai yang cakap PR aku bagus, sebab tu diorang terpujuk untuk membeli laptop.....hahhaha..padan muke korang...

dulu satu benda pon aku xtau pasal RAM DDR3 la DDR2 la bagai...hard disk la..ice cool technology la.. menda2 alahh la....gagaggagagagagaggaa.....kadang2 ade yang bodo mcm aku dulu pon kene gak kelentong ngan aku...hahhaha..besela..tu namenye taktik bisnes..hahhahahaahhahahaahahahah....dah penat cakap...bye!

Awan Nano yang annoying gile nak mampos

2011-06-15T16:51:00.000+08:00

sebenarnye lagu ni x salah...awien yang salah...keep singing this song...urghhhh benci gile!!!!

baby =)

2011-06-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

with 3 words..

MISS

YOU

SUATU KENANGAN - KRISTAL

2011-06-03T15:51:00.000+08:00

info : hanya orang2 yang tahu tentang lagu ni yang akan faham...

i miss you fucking crazy... =(

2011 adalah tahun memberi kad kahwin

2011-06-03T15:15:00.002+08:00

terima kasih sebab tak lupa jemput aku..

terima kasih sebab nak kenyangkan perut aku..

tahun ni je aku dah dapat 13 jemputan kawen..

maknanya...13 orang dah pergi tinggalkan aku..

semoga bahagia hingga hujung nyawa kawan2..

p/s : jangan tanya bile turn aku sbb aku akan jawab ini "kite kecik lagi la, baru 22 tahun" =)

mak ayah..

2011-05-29T00:03:00.002+08:00

mak..ayah..adik dah jatuh =(

adik tak lagi kuat..

adik dah penat..

mak..ayah..doakan adik..

tulang belakang maken teruk,tapi adik xtau ape saketnye..

adik takkan bagitau mak ayah pasal ni..

jangan risau, adik masih mampu bertahan..

cume tidak sekuat yang dulu..

our first song together

2011-05-28T13:46:00.004+08:00

Bila kau senyum, ku gembira
Bila kau sedih, ku menangis
Bagai taman rindukan kembang
Ku rindu wajahmu oh sayang

Di mana saja kau berada
Ku kan tetap bersamamu
Walaupun jasadku jauh
Namun hati tetap padamu

Bila saja halangan menimpa
Kerna cinta ada ku tetap setia
Hanya dikau dan asmara
Membuat hidupku bagai dalam syurga

Biar masa berganti masa
Biar pun musim berganti musim
Telah kukatakan padamu oh sayang
Hanya kuasa Tuhan dapat memisahkan

Jika kau tanya pada rembulan
Mengapa cahaya berseri-seri
Nanti jawabnya kepada mu
Kerna dikau cinta padaku

Ku persembahkan kepada mu
Sekuntum bunga mawar merah
Kau terima sambil tersenyum
Kembang yang harum kau cium

Bila saja halangan menimpa
Kerna cinta ada ku tetap setia oh...
Hanya dikau dan asmara
Membuat hidupku bagai dalam syurga

Dua insan sedang bercinta
Dua insan berjanji setia
Telah kukatakan padamu oh sayang
Hanya kuasa Tuhan dapat memisahkan

Bila kau senyum, ku gembira
Bila kau sedih, ku menangis
Bagai taman rindukan kembang
Ku rindu wajahmu oh sayang

Di mana saja kau berada
Ku kan tetap bersamamu
Walaupun jasadku jauh
Namun hatiku tetap padamu

p/s: i love u!

love letter 2

2011-05-28T12:25:00.004+08:00

When I am with you, I feel alive. You bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I love being with you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Wonder what? I hope you will be the last man in the world of love inside my heart. Every day I wake up thanking God for you. You have given me so much, and I don't know if I will be able to give back all that you have given me. You have been my guiding light when I was lost. Thank you for being nicest man to me. I know I am not good enough for you. I can’t be a good woman to you. I always wanted you to hear me, always wanted you to be with me. But I realize, you are such a busy man right now. You know what? I always dream that someday our promises will soldering forever. Maybe this is call a love learning. God just borrowed me you. So much has happened in these past few weeks, all the arguments and everything seems as if it's happening because time runs by us and we don't have much time with each other due to work & hectic days. I just wanted to tell you that no matter what has happened, I still love you with my entire heart, and I know that these misunderstandings don't mean anything more than just arguing at that very moment. Seriously, sometimes I feel bad facing all this. You said let’s start a new story, and I feel like you maybe change. But day by day, as the time goes by, you seems like far from me and change to be the worse. Yes, deep inside my heart we are totally far from each other man. If our relationship would end up like this, I’ll be fine. I will teach my heart to be cool. However, from this day on, I'm going to try harder to become a better person, and not be so adamant about everything, because last night I realized that you are the most important person in my life and that if I continue like this, I may just lost the love we share. You are freaking awesome. But I can’t keep you in my heart like always. You just don’t care about me anymore. Sayang, If I had a power to turn back time, I will never get involved in this hardship love. I will let you go for your freedom. Don’t you ever worry anymore about me because I have learn so much when you are not with me. Someday, the time will come in front your eyes Sha. You just have to make a decision.

love letter 1.

We go our separate ways only to meet again.

CHIK BIN YEOP ABDUL RAHMAN

2011-05-13T00:51:00.000+08:00

nurrul shahida binti harun

harun bin chik

chik bin yeop abdul rahman.......................

inilah atuk aku..

comel kan?

selame 22 tahun aku hidup, inilah first time aku tengok gmbar atuk..

sebijik macam ayah aku...

huhu...sebenarnye teruja...sebab aku x penah tengok langsung rupe atuk aku..

baik belah mak mahupon ayah..

dan ini...atuk aku belah ayah...comel sangat atuk aku...meh ciomm sket tuk..muahhh

hye atuk..cucu atuk ni name shahida...comel kan cucu atuk..macam atuk kan?

mane tak tumpahnye kuah kalo tak ke nasik =p

atuk untung oo dapat cucu mcm orang...

orang ni baik tau...comel plak tu...hahahahaha

angah mesti da dapat jumpe atuk kt sane kan? =(

AL-FATIHAH untuk atuk dan angah...

i love you atuk....

info: gambar opah xpenah tgok lagi =(

oh ibu, kau disiram bayu pagi

2011-05-08T00:32:00.002+08:00

ngeh3...

selamat hari ibu...

gua jarang ah nak sambut mothers day ni..

bukan sebab ape, aprilfool xleh sambut, valentines day xleh sambut,

maknenye mothers day pon perlu ke sambut?

bukan ke semua idealisme barat?

okla...mesti ma gua tekejut td sebab gua wish selamat hari ibu..

gua bukan ape..nnt mak gua tacing plak kan..

so gua pon wish je la na sedapan ati die...

bukan ape, mak gua tu sorang je bukan banyak...

so x salah gua nak wish kot sebab nak jage hati die..

gagaggaga....bukan gua x ikhlas ok...

deep down in my heart ni Allah je tau betapa rakus nye kasih sayang gua terhadap mak gua...

nampak x kerakusan gua disitu?

gua kalau boleh nak kawen ngn mak gua sendiri sbb gua rase mak gua ni perempuan terbaik dimata gua...oh hensemnye mak gua...

mak gua mempunyai kelebihan luar biasa lebih dr lelaki tau....

okla gua xnak mengarut lagi...

ape gua tahu mak gua memberi respon terhadap mesej gua tu...

*mesti mak gua melompat2 sebab dapat wish dr gua*

mak...lek ea mak..kite lepak2 je...cool je mak...

layan blues je mak ea.....okla mak...ko poie la sambong melompek2 ...haha

den tau omak suko kan? aaa tapi taon dopan x payah wish laie lah yo...

sobab den raso hari2 den lalui ni ha sumo ea hari untuk omak....

omak xyah la nak risau bona yo mak yo...omak totap perempuan cool yang masih howt...

hidop omak!!!!

info : mak gua cantek, sebab tu gua pon lebih kurang emak gua....cantek bukan? haha

cahaya yang menyaksikan =)

2011-05-07T18:40:00.003+08:00

saye sering menjadi saksi... =)

kepada benda yang pahit untuk saye telan =)

sering jadi saksi untuk segala penipuan.. =)

awak nak tahu? =)

Tuhan tu bagi saya kelebihan =)

untuk menyaksikan segala kebenaran disebalik pembohongan =)

semuanya berlaku untuk sedarkan saya =)

saya sedar, tapi saya akan berpura2 tidak tahu apa2..

sebab kadang2 saya suka bermain dalam permainan =)

permainan yang boleh membunuh hati insan =)

melihat pembohongan itu berterusan didepan mata =)

saya akan tetap bermain bermati-matian =)

tapi saya tetap relax bila berhadapan =)

nak tahu kenapa?

sebab Tuhan memang memberi kelebihan itu untuk saya berjaga-jaga dan jadi lebih tenang bila berhadapan dengan situasi yang tegang =)

tidak mengapa..saya gembira dapat kelebihan itu...

yeahhhh the name of NURRUL SHAHIDA....the daughter of HARUN CHIK....bangga kan??

p/s : i found you to stalk too =D lalalalala sambil membaca sifir kura-kura(sila klik sini)

warkah terakhir =)

2011-05-07T18:09:00.003+08:00

hye awak...

saye tak tahu nak cakap ape..

saye cuma mahu cakap selamat tinggal..

mungkin saya harus katakan dari awal lagi..

awak tidak berhak muncul dalam hidup saya..

awak tidak sepatutnya ada..

saya tahu saya tidak layak untuk awak..

saya telah berusaha untuk memahami awak..

tapi ternyata..awak terlalu complicated untuk difahami..

saya pernah kata..awak adalah unintended choice saya..

saya cuba awak..tapi saya tahu kita tak boleh bersama..

hari berganti hari, minggu berganti minggu..

sehinggalah beberapa bulan kita bersama, saya masih tidak mengenali awak..

saya tidak mengerti mengapa sukar untuk saya pupuk rasa cinta terhadap awak..

mungkin selepas ini kita tidak boleh bersua muka..

saya mengaku tidak sukakan awak..

tapi saya juga mengaku saya cuba belajar cintakan awak..

namun semua itu hanya pura-pura..

maaf awak...kita akan putus untuk selamanya..

saya tidak sanggup berhadapan dengan awak lagi..

esok,selepas saya jawab semua soalan-soalan awak, saya janji takkan muncul dalam hidup awak lagi...

info : warkah buat si dia yang bernama "INSTRUCTIONAL COMMUNICATION AND DESIGN"

=)

2011-05-07T03:31:00.000+08:00

From good things, I learn to be a thankful person. From bad things, I learn to be a strong person

diantara kalian =(

2011-05-06T02:24:00.002+08:00

Ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkan mu
Namun kusadari ku diantara kalian
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

Ku akui ku sangat sangat mengharapkan mu
Tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

Lupakan aku kembali padanya
Aku bukan siapa siapa untukmu
Ku cintaimu tak berarti bahwa ku harus milikimu slamanya

rindu setengah mati kepadamu

2011-05-05T21:48:00.003+08:00

cube teka siapa si MONTEL berbaju hijau itu?haha aku!!

haaa....yang sebelah tu alang aku ok..

this is my late beautiful brother =) dan my handsome ayah =)

itu...nampak? angah saye dan saye =) comel kan kami

yes..angah ..i miss you so damn much..

it's too hard to go through all the things without you..

am i strong enough for this?

the thing comes like a storm..

like a thunder scuffle into a soul..

please come to my dream oftenly...

angah,

sorry for never visiting your tomb..

because i am not strong enough to see you there =(

beautifully broken =)

2011-05-05T15:07:00.005+08:00

kadang-kadang sha..

hati kita sendiri susah untuk diramal..

skarang tau lah sebab kenapa badan kau makin susut..

kau macam ni hari-hari..

fikir itu dan ini..

sampai tidur pun dah tak mampu lagi..

sedar tak sha?

kau selalu buat orang happy..tapi diri sendiri?

kau rase kau mampu tipu hati lagi?

saket,pedih,luka semua pernah kau rasai..

kadang-kadang kau tak perlu jadi kental..

hakikatnya kau sendiri tau yang kau tidak..

bertalu-talu masalah datang dan tidak pergi2..

berpadu-padu hati ni disakiti..

tapi tidak mengapa...aku masih sedar diri..

aku bukan sesiapa untuk semua org di muka bumi ini..

kalau diizinkan pergi, tolonglah ambil nyawa ini..

bukan mengalah atau menyerah diri..

tapi Tuhan, aku tidak larat lagi..

p/s: sha menulis dengan bersajak bergurindam berpuisi..sha dah gila ni..i need a doctor who can cure my heart disease..*goyang2 bontot sin chan*.......saat ini aku sangat teringin makan sizzling mee kat giant 13 =(

deluge of a tears

2011-05-05T04:24:00.001+08:00

Behind all those clouds is always a blue sky

p/s:sometimes kau tak perlu kental sangat kot sha..sbb semua itu pura2..

post ini special untuk kau

2011-05-05T03:46:00.003+08:00

**gambar ini dicuri dari fesbuk**

ini kawan gua.....nama si panjang ni MOHD SYAFREIN EFFENDI AHMAD...

hensem kan die? tp hati die lagi hensem tau...

bersyukur gua dapat kawan mcm die..

die serius sempoi dan baik..gua saje cakap sebab gua kawan die...

gua dah kawan ngan die dekat 6 taon da...hebat x?

ye la since form 4 lg...tp dlu x la rapat sgt pon sbb die ni budak2 bijak...

upper class......haha..just rapat sebab kengkawan silat...

haihh syafrein.. gua sedih gile dengar lu suffer...gua tau lu kuat..lu sabar ok..

pepehal carik gua je...gua sempoi beb...haha...anyway..

thanks sebab lu bawak gua pi beli barang tu...

gua terharu T__T *air mate mengalir,bibir ku muncung ke langit*

semoga lu tabah and kuat macam gua....

baru hensem!!!!

info: syafrein mempunyai seorang abang!

who do you think you are??

2011-05-04T11:11:00.003+08:00

I always pray God give a sustainable health to my dad, but today when I woke up from sleep, I feel in different ways..my heart says "God, I just feel my father broken heart, I just feel his sorrow, I just feel he was heart corrupted seeing his children aren't make him happy at the age of 60."

What should I do? I can comfort him nicely like I always do as his daughter. But 'they' can't. Angah, now, I am thanking God because He takes u earlier. He takes all your pain eternally. He taking back a noble gift that He lend for a while. If u still here, u must be sad looking for what she done to my precious ayah.

Ayah selalu saket. Ayah selalu sedih. Ayah makin kurus sekarang. Ayah balik keje lewat malam kadang2 sampai 2 pagi. Ayah tanggung anak-anak die. Tapi, die siket pun tak kenal erti terima kasih. Ayah masih tanggung die. Ayah yang bayar kete die. Ayah yang bagi duit minyak kat die. Angah, die sangat pentingkan diri sampai anak-anak pun terabai. Die tak pernah langsung ajar anak-anak die membaca atau mengaji. Die makin teruk. Die langsung takde rase tanggunjawab!Angah, ayah dah mula sebut tentang kematian. Ayah mula sebut tentang penat lelah. Mungkin dia dah terlalu penat. Mak penah cakap ayah kate die dah tak beharap nak ke Makkah..hmm....hey.who do you think you are? tak sayang ayah ke? nape seksa ayah macam ni???

Ayah, you don't have to convince me you are okay. I know deep down in your heart you are not okay. Don't worry. Like I always do, I am your good daughter, your good friend, your good listener, your good teacher, your good cook, and your good critic. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YO HAVE DONE UNTIL MY AGE TURNS TO 22. Ayah,you made my years of childhood and youth a period of life delightful to live over in my memory. A pleasure I engage in perhaps more than I would if I could see you smile more often. You are a great father I ever had.

I LOVE YOU LIKE I ALWAYS DO =)

confession of broken heart

2011-05-03T17:54:00.002+08:00

oh..tajuk entry nampak macam baru putos cinte je kan? agaggagaga

tapi sebenarnye gua memang tgh broken heart jugak la ngan exam gua sem ni...

apasal gua macam stress je sem ni padahal sem lepas gua layan blues je walaupon 1 jam sebelom paper...haha...agaknye gua sudah memperhambakan diri pada pelajaran kot...ohh tidakk...

ni semua buat aku teringat2 kat paksaan seperti peluru berpandu mengenai kawen!! aaa?? kawen??? diam lah kau! sukati gua la nak kawen ke tak..skang gua tak heran nak kawen ke tak pon...ape gua pikir skang gua nak hidup senang..hahahah...gua nak langsaikan objektif hidup gua untuk melancong ikut suka gua ke mana...gagagagaga....oke okek yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! tinggal satu paper....bye! tatatititututttt krohhhh pingsan!

mental dysfunction..

2011-05-01T23:39:00.004+08:00

when so much thing come across in my mind, i just feel like want to take a gun and shoot twice precise into my medula oblongata..

thanks.mak...serious gua tengah 'tertekan dgn menekan-nekan tekanan' yang telah datang bertalu-talu macam peluru dr senapang patah Leftenan Adnan semasa berperang untuk mempertahankan kubu Bukit Chandu...*blink blink* tibe2 gua masuk sejarah ni apehal? subjek next bukan sejarah tp broadcast ngn marcomm lah bahlul....adoi sha...bek ko bunuh diri!!! SUICIDE!!! arghhh....lagipon Malthus Theory(sociology) ade cakap pertambahan manusia di bumi ni menyebabkan sumber dan tanah kekurangan..so kalo ko bunuh diri jimat sket sumber, dah la ko mkn banyak mcm badak sha! hahahahhahahahahaha..........

eh eh..seronoknye kau gelak sha....tepok dahi bertubi-tubi kang ha......dah la careless nk mampos..haaa skang bow an arrow kt mate kau dua2 plak sebab gedik sgt xnak bace arahan betol2...eee....gelojoh!!! dah dua paper hangus terbakar markahnye....huarghhhh bertukar jadi shrekk!!

bile dah jadi shrek ni gua rase seronok la..sebab cite shrek tu best..gua pon berkulit hijau...ngeeeee

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa tensionnye...i feel just want running without anyone trying to stop me..run away from world...i want to jump from a building so many times if i jump for first without a death..i want to be absence in the reality.....i want to be a mysterious person without a face..i want to be invisible without anyone can see me..i want to be disappear from everyone life..i want to be vanish........kill me please.....huuuu

ok..sedang mencarot2 ape pon aku xtau.bye...hahahhahahah post ini adalah untuk provoke diri sendiri..hahahahahahha tolong bawa mental saya sahaja ke hospital sakit mental..kerana saye cuma menghadapi mental dysfunction....wakakakakkaka.......OoooOOOOoOoOOoOoOOOoo goyang2 bontot shin chan...ha??bye..

hey..

2011-05-01T17:49:00.006+08:00

Sometimes when I say I'm OK, I wish someone could see through my eyes, ask me to tell the truth and said You are not OK..

huh.kau jahat dan kejam.

2011-05-01T17:40:00.002+08:00

Thank you for being my friend....
Thank you for everything that u’ve done..
Thank you for using me oftened...
I am officially heart corrupted.....
No words could described how cruel the fate has been given for me...
Jangan call aku lagi ok thanks bye. merajok buat kali ke lapan ratos kt kau...

thank you =)

2011-04-29T17:09:00.000+08:00

Hey...thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. This is how I show you how much I thank to you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. This is I show you how much I appreciate what you’ve done to me. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.ank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. This is show how well you treated me. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

p/s : Thank you for both of you Encik Teletubbies for the ‘air badak penyejuk badan’ and Encik Ramzi for ‘panadol menstrual tipu anda’.....I love both. Thanks for being over protective person towards me. Korang sangat sweet. Suke sangat dengan suprise Encik Teletubbies yang tibe2 muncul di depan pintu rumah aku dengan membawa dua botol air hippopotamus =)

cinta setia ketika periksa.

2011-04-27T10:16:00.005+08:00

pemadam : hye..saye pemadam baru...

pen biru : hye..saye pen biru baru...

kamus : hye saye kamus tapi saye tak baru..saye kamus yang dah tua kerepot =(

apepun.....aku sayang kamus aku..aku xkan menduakannya..aku setia....huuhuu..kamus aku telah banyak berjasa dari usia muda hingga aku dewasa...dari aku tidak mengenal erti dunia, sehingga aku tahu dunia itu 'world' dlm bahasa inggeris nya..oh kamus..keringat kau terlalu berjasa...aku tidak akan lupa...biarpun badan mu telah terbelah dua, aku sedaya upaya mencari cecair kanji untuk menampal semula..ohh old school nya kau menggunakan kanji.... sungguh luar biasa...cinta kita bukan cinta biasa kamus...kau tidak seperti manusia, yang sering alpa untuk melayan karenah aku yang sering lupa makna2 dalam bahasa penjajah...ohh kasih sayang aku terhadapmu tidak akan luntur walau sekelumit...ohhh kamus..i love you....more than words...heee

p/s: kenape kamus? sebab aku nak jawap paper TRANSLATION jap lagi..terima kaseh encik kumbang sebab bg highest mark kt saye yang x bace ape2 ni....pilih kasih ke? xkan ..xkan..haha

thank God i found you.

2011-04-26T12:24:00.002+08:00

i dedicate this song for you ...=)

I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful i found you.

I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me I can't survive
Don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life

Thank God I found you (I'm thanking you)
I was lost lost without you (so lost without you)
My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you.

See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess it shows
That we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

Thank God I found you
I was lost lost without you (lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life (whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby I'm so thankful
I found you

Thank God I found you
I'm lost lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful
I found you

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you

p/s : Thank God for the double happiness...... SMILE = Showing Miracles In Little Effort...=)

entry banyak2 dalam 1 post.peduli ape aku.intenet punye pasal asek xde.

2011-04-25T10:37:00.006+08:00

25 april 2011

oh damn...aku saket perot gile babeng....

sampaikan muntah 3,4 kali.....food poisoning..ak

u xtau ape yg buat aku food poisoning ni...

aku mkn kt khalifah or aku mkn kt selaseh...haihhhh

benci woi..pedih damn hurt!!

24april 2011

grr~ splash r us!

huhuhu......tido dengan aman setelah melihat splash r us!

22 april 2011

done! hahahha

nakal ke? okay.sgt nakal.

haha...i just told everybody today is my birthday...

so many people was confused either 22nd april or 22nd june..

they wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY...ohh terharu T__T

sorry..i'm so happy laughing at you guys...thanks for making my day..

thanks for sum1 who called me to wish...she said sorry bcoz she think that she was forget today is my birthday..

haha YOU'VE GOT PRANK!!!!!

tengkiuuuuuuuuuuu...ramai jugak yg ingat kat aku..means nnt 22nd of june mesti lagi ramai wishhh ..hahahahaha

i through the wonderful day.....=)

21 april 2011

ohhhhhhhh...memng lumrah aku dilahirkan untuk jatuh cinta kepada mata-mata cantik..

ohhhh BRADLEY COOPER......................

ni semua punca dr aku tgok filem LIMITLESS.

oh ya.aku suka filem itu actually.1 dadah yang apabila kita makan,

ia boleh memproses otak kita dengan cepat untuk bertindak and

walaupon benda tu kite x pernah ketahui bagaimana.ade x?ade x dadah tu kt malaysia???

senang aku nak jawap exam nnt...heeeeee

choc.

2011-04-19T22:23:00.002+08:00

hey you!

i can pretend it.

i am like a melted chocolate when i see you smile.

i miss u ian somerhalde'R.

love u.love u.love u.love u.love u.love u.

muahhhhh.warmer kiss for you.

sifir kura-kura.

2011-04-19T13:38:00.005+08:00

ok.sila belajar sifir kura-kura untuk melembutkan lidah dan menajamkan minda anda.

1 x kura-kura = kura-kura

2 x kura-kura = kura-kura, kura-kura

3 x kura-kura = kura-kura, kura-kura, kura-kura

4 x kura-kura = kura-kura, kura-kura, kura-kura, kura-kura

5 x kura-kura = kura-kura, kura-kura, kura-kura, kura-kura, kura-kura

6 x kura-kura = kura-kura, kura-kura, kura-kura, kura-kura, kura-kura, kura-kura

7 x kura-kura = kura-kura, kura-kura, kura-kura, kura-kura, kura-kura, kura-kura, kura-kura

/sampai seratus kali kura-kura mampu kau ingat??? hahahahaha

/xpayah cakap seratus, sepuloh pon aku dah gune jari nak mengira..

/kene buat gaya lagi ok.....

/korang mampu???hahahahha

/mula2 mmg akn stress tp best bile buat gelak2..

/tp fun kan? boleh hilang stress... =) try it!

maaf.gigi awak cantik.

2011-04-19T12:37:00.003+08:00

alkisah...aku telah pergi ke klinik pergigian untuk mengasah gigi...

aku rase gigi aku x cantek sebab gigi aku bergerigi..haa? bergerigi?

ohh demmm....hampir 2 jam aku menunggu ooo...

last2 turn aku..perghh punye cuak...

sumpah seumur hidup semenjak ku punya gigi kekal, aku tidak pernah merasa apa itu saket gigi..sebab itu aku rase cuak nak pi jumpe doktor gigi..heeee...masuk2 je aku tengok doktor gigi tu hensem! haha..hensem!! teros aku xtakot..waarghhh gatal neh~ok..mule2 die tengok gigi aku, die cakap gigi aku okay..tak payah kikis...then, aku bukak je mulot, die cakap gigi aku cantek and sehat!!! gagagagag padahal die xtau aku kuat makan eskem ngn cokolat...lalalala~

then, die buat scaling..xsampai 2 minit SIAP!!

dok: sha, siap..kumur kat tepi tu.

aku : oh.terimakasih dok. *senyum lebar~gagagaggaagaggagag

Lucky.

2011-04-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now

love letter 1.

2011-04-18T13:38:00.004+08:00

I wish you were here. I miss you. Even it's simple but it so true. Your smile lights up my entire spirit. Your laughter fills me with joy, and your mere presence will warm any room, and you will be mine everyday to be true. Everytime I told you "I Miss You' it's kill me so much when I'm alone to go through. Thank you for the comfortable conversations and for asking me to be yours but seriously I want to. Each day that passes makes our love for each other grow stronger. Although I know it’s hard for us to be apart, I know there is nothing that can keep us apart forever. Our desires will continue to stretch across any distance, over every mountain and ocean between us. Nothing can stand between us, and nothing will stop me from meeting you. I love you, seriously I do. You are the one I've always wished for. I never thought that I would ever meet someone as special as you. I love each and every moment I share with you.You are the best thing that ever happened to me. You are like the best poetry ever composed, the best song ever played, the best picture ever painted. I never thought that someone like me could get so lucky! Thank God I found you. Yesterday, I have a deep conversation between mom bout my future with you. I found that we have nothing to do as long as we pray from God to bring us together. We came from a different family, 'bagai langit dan bumi'. You're rich, I'm not. Your family are well proper religious upbringing, I am not as good as you. Your parents both are educated, my parents both never get opportunity even once to finish their school. All I can say is we are not 'SEKUFU'. You know what? I always dream that both parents can be a friend for good. Yes. Wishes your dad can talk too much when he meet my dad, same goes to your mom too. I want to be a very close daughter in law to your parents not only a good wife to you. I know, if you insist to your parents to be with me, they will let you do everything. But have you ever think what will happen next. Aren't you think I can't be a friends with your family? You know the answer because you now your parent expectations. You, If I can turn back the time, I will not loving you. I will never spending the whole life with you. I will never let you falling to me. I will never build a reverie to live a life with you. I will never make you upset. I will never let you buy me a things. I will never asking for everything. I will never see you troubled to get me of anythings. I'm sorry. Lets GOD arrange our fate if we are meant to be. I'm sorry, my mom said I have to reduce my love over you to avoid the deepest frustration feeling and she added that do not put so much hope in a relationship because it will be nothing if we are nothing. Even we are not meant to be, I will always appreciate what have you done to me and things we used to do together. Thank You.You are the best thing that ever happened to me.

~

2011-04-18T12:23:00.001+08:00

Someone who truly loves you

will never tired of your weakness,

never run out of forgiveness,

and never bored of

your kisses...

because i ♥ u

2011-04-18T11:29:00.004+08:00

Because I love you
That's the reason why
'Cause I love you
I'll reach up to the sky
Pull down a fairytale, a wishing well, a magic spell
And give them all to you

Because I love you
All I ever think about is
When I can touch you
'Cause I can't live without
Your little sweet surprise, your hazel eyes, your lips, your hair, I'm hypnotized
And there's nothing I can do

Because I love you
I'll always be honestly, willingly, faithful and true
Because I love you
I'm hopelessly, endlessly
Yours, heart and soulfully
And I devotedly
And you still go far away, but still giving so much reason to not leave you
Because I love you

Because I need you
Though you still go away
Because I want you
Every night and every day
Your little mystery, keeps kissing me, I'm history
And there's nothing I can do
Because I love you

A part of me will always be with you

p/s : pinjaman dari Naz Nadhira.......

pray.

2011-04-15T00:36:00.002+08:00

when people are meant to be together, no matter what the relationship is, GOD will always find a ways to bring them together no matter what..

rumah.

2011-04-14T14:32:00.003+08:00

kenape saye suka rumah saye? '

kenape saye suke rumah saye..........

kenape..............saye suke rumah saye???

sebab die best.... saye boleh lari2...saye boleh makan banyak...saye boleh tengok tibi....

kenape saye suke rumah saye??

sebab bile saye tengok mak saye, saye rase cool.....

kenape saye suke rumah saye....................

sebab saye punye bilik sejuk macam heaven je bile tido....

kenape saye suke rumah saye?

sebab bile saye ade sedih, saye marah, saye nangis..bilik saye lah paling best untuk beremosi.. sebab tu saye betul2 x sabar nak balik rumah saye..........

p/s : saye suke bulan april sebab bulan APRIL penuh dengan memori manis =) saye akan ingat sampai bile2..... =)

gerudi inul

2011-04-12T16:10:00.003+08:00

ohhhh bukan ..ini bukan gerudi inul..ini kisah benar..ini bukan gerudi inul....

ini gerudi kepala otak kau!!!

car wash bodoh yang tgh buat renovation untuk jadi kedai ape pon aku xtau...

BAHALUL...TULUL....(sopan sket kot gantikan O dengn U)....ape ke bangang sangat kau pegi menggerudi time2 mcm ni? tau x orang nak tido ke nak rehat ke study ke?? kau tau x penduduk atas kebanyakkan nye student haaa???? mak aku slalu pesan jangan la otak tu letak kt lutot!!!! bleh histeria aku duk umah tu lame2 tadi biul!!!! grrr.....dari elok mood aku okay teros rase macam nak berzikir maki je...ape pandang2?? tak puas ati? ehhh i have the rights to speak up la bongong!! diamlah kau! nak gadoh ngn aku meh sini!!!! grrrrr

ok.sangat stupid.

tepuk dahi tanya dada

2011-04-11T17:46:00.007+08:00

haihhh ingatkan dapat duit mekap tu dapatla aku beli perfume feveret aku...tapi x jugak..banyak benda penting yang aku kene beli....hurmmmmm padahal x la mahal mane pon harge perfume aku ni...tp xmampu jugak......sumpah rindu perfume ni =(

so mak ayah,alang, along, pakcik makcik, kawan2, boifren2, gelpren2...belikan aku perfume ni mase 22 jun ok??ok?? tengsssss...sila kumpul seposen setiap hari dr skang....

p/s: tepuk dahi tanya dada jgn tepuk dada tanya selera...nnt membazir! klo tepuk dahi kite pikir dlu...ahha

KEPADAMU KEKASIH..

2011-04-10T23:01:00.008+08:00

KepadaMu Kekasih
Aku berserah
Kerana ku tahu Kau lebih mengerti
Apa yang terlukis di cermin wajahku ini
Apa yang tersirat di hati
Bersama amali

KepadaMu Kekasih
Aku bertanya
Apakah Kau akan menerimaku kembali
Atau harus menghitung lagi
Segala jasa dan bakti
Atau harus mencampakku ke sisi
Tanpa harga diri

Hanya padaMu Kekasih
Aku tinggalkan
Jawapan yang belum ku temukan
Yang bakal aku nantikan
Bila malam menjemputku lena beradu

KepadaMu Kekasih
Aku serahkan
Jiwa dan raga
Jua segalanya
Apakah Kau akan menerima penyerahan ini
Apakah Kau akan menerimaku
Dalam keadaan begini

p/s : dalam keadaan aku mcm ni...aku sendiri x pasti ape yang aku alami..tapi serius..aku patut tahu ape yang sedang aku hadapi...cuma masa dan wang tidak mengizinkan aku untuk check up tulang blakang ni......da beratos doktor (propa ..padahal 5 ke 6 org je) cakap suruh buat pemeriksaan untuk cancer tulang..but aku yakin wooo aku xde la benda tu..tp...aku risau jugak...ermmm kalau betul mcm ne? okthanksbye la jawapnye... hahahaha ermmm ok...sumpah skang aku tengah celaru...nak check ke x..check ke x ni? naz..help me naz..ko je tau mcm mane aku sengsara sakit blakang ni.......ok thanks..boleh x nak nanges kuat2 kat pusara angah??please..please..huu damn.. i miss angah so much~

stalker terbaik.

2011-04-10T09:45:00.004+08:00

P/s :Sometimes, best friend means someone who is SECRETLY in love with you.

love.

2011-04-07T19:02:00.001+08:00

hurt.

2011-04-06T23:26:00.001+08:00

injection..damn hurt.

ucapkan.

2011-04-06T23:14:00.003+08:00

Kadangkala aku rasa ingin luahkan segalanya
Rahsia yang tersimpa di dada sekian lama
Namun kelu terus membisu menatap wajahmu
Daku malu tapi tak mahu kehilanganmu

Ucapkanlah cinta
Ucapkan ku saja yang kau perlu setiap waktu
Sepanjang hayatmu
Ucapkan kau rindu
Daku yang kau mahu
Yang kau cari telah kau temui
Ku tidak tertahan lagi untuk ku mengaku cintamu

Dan kadangkala kita hanya sedar keindahannya
Apabila ia sudah tiada di depan mata
Tidak rela kulepaskan satu-satunya insan
Yang berikan ku segala makna kehidupan

Andai daku kau terima lebih dari kawan biasa
Daku kan setia tak kubenarkan kau berairmata
Andai kau terima cintaku
Daku kan belaikan tanganmu
Di penghujung waktu kau dan aku di dunia

p/s : terima kasih daun keladi..

len kali boleh aku curik line intonet lagi...

lapar T__T

2011-04-05T01:54:00.002+08:00

gua selalu betul lapar tengah2 malam skang...

haihhh....perot gua pulak dah maken comel ni....

aduhhhh gua xnakla jadi geng teletubbies macam Hanafis Haris

tapi gua tetap tahan la nafsu gua..bukan nafsu makan je..tapi nafsu lain pon...

gagagaggagaga....baik kan gua neh ...T__T

untung mak bapak gua dapat anak pelik mcm gua..hahhah

bukan gua nak diet sangat la kan..tp setiap kali gua makan skang memang membazir je..

mak gua pesan kecik2 dlu, kalo makan x abes nnt nasik tu nanges...

so..mcm ne? kalo gua makan, nnt membazir je..

so baik gua x payah nak makan beriye sgt kan..kan?

tapi gua skang tengah lapar...bleh x gua nak telan orang??? arghhh

gua penat..gua penat...

gua rase mcm nak putuskan hubungan je dengan encik esaimen2 ni...

gua penat dah skandal ngn diorg...banyak kerenah..malas gua nak layan!!!

tension gua..lepas satu..satu..menyakitkan hati gua ade lah...

blahhhh la lu encik esaimen...lu ingt gua hadap sangat nak tengok muke lu...

baik gua tengok 'encik lobe' gua,...tenang sket hati gua....

lepas gua hantar lu encik esaimen..lu jangan datang carik gua lagi..

gua dah fed up!

bye!

♥ bila april tiba ♥

2011-04-04T11:50:00.003+08:00

i am not the one who has been foolish..but i am the one who was very happy on that day...

it's suprised me!! thank you.

♥April Fool...

T__T

2011-04-04T00:18:00.004+08:00

kenapelah aku ni selalu pentingkan orang dari diri sendiri?

kenapelah aku ni biase buat2 gembira padahal tengah merana dalam hati?

kenapelah aku ni selalu tahan2 padahal dah nak mampus menahan saket ni?

kenapelah ada orang cakap aku lembik padahal diorg tak tahu ape yang tengah aku lalui?

kenapelah aku ni selalu nak jage ati orang dari hati sendiri?

kenapelah orang suke menilai aku dengan salah dan buat konklusi ?

kenapelah aku perlu jage semua hati tanpa sesiapa pun disakiti?

kenapelah aku terlampau murah hati padahal diri sendiri pon kais pagi makan pagi?

kenapelah aku banyak kelemahan diri?

kenapelah perangai aku macam ni?

kenapelah aku susah untuk membenci?

kenapelah aku terlalu mudah untuk disuruh buat itu dan ini?

kenape aku susah nak marah orang ni?????????

kenape dengan aku ni???????????????????????????????????????

eeeeeeeeeee benci kat diri sendiri !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ehh mane ade la...mane benci..............adore kat diri sendiri...sebab aku kental, gigih....kikikikkikiki

p/s : tp serius ni....tulang belakang aku sakit lagi....... =(

starving like hell..waiting for death.

2011-04-03T09:35:00.001+08:00

please shahida..tahan sket.....

sape soh makan megi...dah tau pantang kan..

sorry perot...sorry...sebab aku lapar sangat...

dan itu je ade kt dapur...aku bedal la....huuu

back pain pulak datang time2 mcm ni...

ubat pulak dah habes...urghhh matilaa....

sorry badan...rase mcm dah nk fade out...

gua tengah nangis kuat2 sendat2 ketat2 rapat2

2011-04-01T00:30:00.003+08:00

gua sesak nafas sekarang

seriosly gua sesak nafas

gua takot.

kembara hati ke matahari

2011-03-31T14:58:00.004+08:00

kembara hati ke matahari..

semakin hari semakin didekati...

makin lame makin menjadi..

bile panas air mata pon mengalir dipipi ..

DEPRESSING.

craving.

2011-03-30T14:00:00.003+08:00

this is my bad side of me...

i always craving for something when i PMS...

and now...i want to eat baskin robin ice cream so badly...

tapi duit dah takde...

hmm...selalu boleh je nak beli ape2 time camni....

but this month dah terlebih bajet..adoi

and i just having RM 0.65 in my account ...korang ade?

gagagaga....takpe..takpe..

erm...but i want to eat that so badly...............

kempunannye....

klo arwah angah tau gua kempunan nk mkn eskem si robin ni mesti die marah...

sbb he is the only one yang x suke tengok gua kempunan...ermmm

i am just a fish out of water without you angah..i miss u..

dulu angah ade....semuanya dapat...sekarang ni gua kene sekat duit gua..haihh

p/s : gua lame betol x gi pusara..sorry..gua memang x boleh even 10tahun akan datang pon..bukan sebab gua lupe, cume gua taknak rase angah gua betul2 dah xde ngn gua....

malam pesta muda mudi

2011-03-29T22:11:00.007+08:00

sampai ke CORUS PARADISE......almost paradise ok!!!

bersama hot stuff APIKKKKK!!!

ceramah ~layan........

berdating bersama KIKI LALA~

lukisan dar hati ~ hanafis!

gua yang basah kuyop akibat dicampak ke laut oleh dua manusia durjana!!

inilah mereka yang durjana itu !!! love both!!! hahaha

gagaga.....si penakot laot..

malam dinner~

memang gua sorang je pempuan part 2~

gua manusia paling comel malam tu!!! gagagag *sila tumbok dahi gua

before balik yewwww~

Splash R Us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okey........gambar mase game gua xde sebab xde sape nk amek gambar gua yang comel ni.....thanksbye.

cry

2011-03-29T12:57:00.001+08:00

But no matter what, you'll never see me cry..

301

2011-03-28T01:02:00.004+08:00

ini post ke 301 ...

oh banyak gile aku dah mencarot dalam blog neh..sedar x sedar ini post ke 301...

haihh....ape pon aku baru pulang dari SPLASH 'R' US !!!!

OHH..AWESOME GILE OK....best2......tapi disebabkan aku xde kamera, makanya dengan itu tiada gambar yang boleh aku upload kan..hatta demikian, the next post will be updating sooooon about the awesomeness SPLASH 'R' US !!!!

ok..ok...skang gua nak layan THE BEATLES dlu.....

i &hearts

2011-03-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

aghrrr...masa untuk melepas tension!

All My Life ♥

2011-03-23T21:56:00.000+08:00

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too .....

i love the way my dad treats mom...

i love the way he asked my mom for a dates...

i love the way he silently kidnapped my mom for a vacation...

i love the way he asked a forgiveness...

i love the way he bought my mom a things..

i love the way he brought my mom to a place..

i love the way he try to do some joke to mom...

i love the way he kissed my mom on her cheek and lips...

i love the way he struggling on his work to give my mom money...

i love the way he taught mom to be a good wife...

i love the way he give a compliment on mom cook...

i love the way he showed his affection with my mom...

i love the way he praised Allah for giving my mom in his life...

i love the way my father being my dad....

he is the best man ever...and i love to have a man like him...

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

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2011-03-22T12:27:00.000+08:00

**sHa sHi sHu**

2012

the lonely 2011

I am a vain.. I'm paralyzed

If This Was A Movie

from the soul

tiada luka yang abadi

3

Lifehouse - Blind

Plain White T's - 1234

hypertension

beautifully disaster

book cover

kesukaan..

Back To December

dosa itu

salam perpisahan

SUATU HARI NANTI

kisah dulu

kemaafan dendam yang terindah

motivasi

takkan pernah tersurat

Astaghfirullah Rabbal Baraya (Munif Hijjaz) berserta Makna

WOULD YOU JUST LISTEN

after my world nearly die

i'll be waiting

Zikir-Penenang Hati_(360p).mp4

life

Adel - Someone Like You

kehilangan

percikan bisik hati

balik kampongggg hati giranggg

peluang kedua.

=')

salam aidilfitri 2011

my hair new look

encik fahrin

ramadhan 22 tahun

ABC = B

ramadhan terakhir

saat aku mencintaimu

jalan takdirku

diri seperti disimbah najis ..kotor

turning 22nd on 22nd

Hey love - Jason Mraz (lyrics)

kerjaya sebagai penoreh getah.

Awan Nano yang annoying gile nak mampos

baby =)

SUATU KENANGAN - KRISTAL

2011 adalah tahun memberi kad kahwin

mak ayah..

our first song together

love letter 2

CHIK BIN YEOP ABDUL RAHMAN

oh ibu, kau disiram bayu pagi

cahaya yang menyaksikan =)

warkah terakhir =)

=)

diantara kalian =(

rindu setengah mati kepadamu

beautifully broken =)

deluge of a tears

post ini special untuk kau

who do you think you are??

confession of broken heart

mental dysfunction..

hey..

huh.kau jahat dan kejam.

thank you =)

cinta setia ketika periksa.

thank God i found you.

entry banyak2 dalam 1 post.peduli ape aku.intenet punye pasal asek xde.

choc.

sifir kura-kura.

maaf.gigi awak cantik.

Lucky.

love letter 1.

~

because i ♥ u

pray.

sHa sHi sHu